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Living in the shadows: One immigrant’s struggle for a better life in an uncertain America

HOUSTON – For many immigrants in the United States, the pursuit of a better life often means facing an unspoken truth: navigating a system that doesn’t officially recognize them. These are individuals who’ve spent most of their lives in the U.S., but their undocumented status leaves them vulnerable to deportation at any given moment.

While the country has long been a place of opportunity for those fleeing violence or seeking prosperity, new immigration policies under the Trump administration have created an even more uncertain future for millions. For those like “G”—who arrived in the U.S. as an infant—the fear is a constant companion, overshadowing every aspect of life.

A Life Lived in Fear

Meet "G", a woman whose story reflects the reality of many children of immigrants. Brought to the U.S. when she was just a few months old, "G" knows no other home. Despite having lived in the country for her entire life, her undocumented status means that she cannot take certain freedoms for granted: she can’t travel freely, doesn’t have a driver’s license, and lacks access to higher education.

The anxiety in "G‘s" life escalated sharply with the announcement of the Trump administration’s mass deportation policies. A mere two weeks ago, her worst fear became more real than ever—the possibility of being deported, torn away from the family and community she’s always known.

“If I go buy milk or eggs, something simple, I could run into ICE agents,” G shared, explaining the everyday worry she faces. Even simple errands feel perilous when the possibility of being detained by Immigration and Customs Enforcement (ICE) looms large.

The Daily Struggles of Undocumented Immigrants

For many like “G,” life is lived in a constant state of alertness. Her parents, also undocumented, share the same daily struggles. They work long hours to support the family, but their lives are framed by the same pervasive anxiety. After every shift, they check in with each other—safety being their primary concern. The thought of being separated from one another weighs heavily on them, adding an emotional toll to the financial hardships they already face.

Even small aspects of daily life are marred by the tension of potentially encountering authorities. The simple act of leaving the house for necessities becomes an act of courage, knowing that any interaction with law enforcement could result in separation or deportation.

Legal Support in a Time of Uncertainty

As more immigrants are reaching out for help, Claudia Pasillas, an immigration attorney, has witnessed a surge in the number of individuals seeking legal guidance. The fear that many undocumented immigrants are experiencing is palpable.

“Hundreds of people are reaching out for help,” said Pasillas. “The fear is real.”

Despite this, Pasillas explained that the process of securing legal status is often long and complicated, with waiting periods sometimes stretching for over two decades, particularly for people from countries like Mexico.

For many immigrants, obtaining residency requires a sponsor—typically an immediate family member or a spouse. But for those without such support, the options for gaining legal status are limited or nonexistent.

A Glimmer of Hope: Finding Paths to Legal Status

Though the journey to legal status remains a daunting challenge, there is hope for some. For “G,” her path to residency has become clearer. Her husband, a legal resident of the U.S., is helping her apply for residency as her sponsor.

But this option is far from universal. For those without a legal sponsor or children over the age of 21, the road to citizenship can seem nearly impossible. The uncertainty that comes with living in the shadows persists for many, and while some find a lifeline, many more are left without any clear solutions.

The Ongoing Struggles of the Undocumented Community

The fear and uncertainty surrounding immigration policies in the U.S. are far from over. While some families are fortunate enough to find legal pathways to citizenship, millions of others continue to live without the protections or rights afforded to those with legal status.

“G’s” story is not just an individual experience—it’s a reflection of the hidden struggles many undocumented immigrants face daily. As they continue to live in fear of deportation, they hold onto the hope that someday, their presence in the country will be acknowledged and their rights recognized.

Conclusion: Living with the Constant Fear of Separation

The struggle to live as an undocumented immigrant in the U.S. is one marked by fear, uncertainty, and resilience. While some find a way to navigate the broken system and secure a legal status, many remain trapped in the shadows.

G’s story serves as a powerful reminder of the ongoing challenges these immigrants face. For her, and for countless others, the question remains: when will they be able to live freely in the only country they’ve always called home?


About the Author
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Joy Addison joined the KPRC 2 News team in November of 2024. She is a native Mississippian and moved to Houston in 2019.

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